Long Time

Things were a little crazy. I didn't get a chance to write for so long. I had to catch up the other day on SuziBlu. Things are on the horizon, just tickling at my feet. Even though I have some major issues with patience, I'm learning to wait with grace. I'm not there yet but I have to concentrate really really REALLY hard. It's hard to live in the moment. When you have bills to pay, a day job to worry about, and the stress of it all accumulating, it can be very difficult to focus on the beauty of the present. But! But, I'm slowly understanding how to make my conscious mind stop. It can be quite the task, though, and I have a long way to go, but I'm making headway.